as I promised I'll keep writing here,
eventhough I'm not getting much replies on my last postshttp://www.cooolgirls.com/images/smilies/74.gif
but anyways this is a random typing that I wrote of sorrow of lovehttp://www.cooolgirls.com/images/smilies/4.gif
and as they say take the pain outta love ,love won't exist ..

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In the corner as I set alone
Hearing the ticking of the clock
?Wondering if you'll show up soon
Waiting & Waiting
& you've just no idea how much waiting is frustrating
For that damn call!
?Dear
?hello
?Where have you been gone
Just tell !
?do you miss me as much as I'm doing
?do you even still remember
?How could you just leave this way
?Can I get an explanation after
?Or at least a word you can say
But !
?will the pain you caused inside my heart ever go
??will the bleeding ever stop
?Will the tears that are shedding every time I remember the sweet times ever stop falling
ever since I knew you I thought I'll be flying up the rainbow
with you between the clouds
seeing the pure beauty of love
and holding your hand so tight
!!!!!!!But
WHEN I saw you walking away
without an alert
not even a goodbye
it didn't seem like flying above anymore
. suddenly I crashed the ground
& my whole body was bleeding
. all I can see is a darkness of an empty world
nothing seems to be known
nothing I can recognize anymore
and as for now
?How is me
"?Wait let me reform it Actually "who is me
You've gone and took away myself ,soul & my identity
I seem to be a stranger for myself
I try to look in the mirror
"Maybe I'll remember anything "about me
"But what & who I see all the time is "you
I don't know who I shall go for now
I don't know if words can help what I feel
?Will I find an open arms anymore
Or I should spell my last breaths desperately? poor core!
Tonight
the moon has disappeared
Tonight
Stars aren't really glowing
They're pale & tearing
Tonight
its a really cold night
?Would you feel the sorrow inside of me if you heard my cries
?Would you come back If I Kept doing my prays
,Dear
Tears are fading
My eyes are blind
My heart is suffering
?Is it the end
&&
after all
I've learned patience
and
how to keep silent while Dying
.. how to act ,to fake strong and happiness
while falling a part
and
Despite the memories in
my mind
and everything we have done together
I'll
carry on my life
&
remove the dust from the book of my life
and open
~ a new chapter

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